Two things you should not say to someone whose life is significantly affected by a medical condition:
1) Wow, I wish I could life your life!
2) If I had to live like that I would die
I've had quite a bit of the latter when I tell people I can't eat much chocolate etc, it get a bit frustrating. I don't mean "That must be annoying", I'm talking a reaction of intense pity and shock. (It's not that bad!)
But now I have chronic fatigue I get a lot more of the former. To anyone who wants to spend all day laying around doing nothing? Do it! What's that, you can't afford it? You'd feel guilty? People might give you crap? That doesn't stop me, don't let it stop you!
Still, thinking about this reminded me to look up
dot_gimp_snark. Also Lauredlh has a good post about chronic fatigue and invisible disabilities here.
Tactless oaf that I am, I have almost certainly said both of these things multiple times to different people, especially since most of the time it's just people reacting in "Oh god I don't know what to say" panic, which is a common state for me. So, you know, if you've done it to me I probably just accepted it as karma :)
1) Wow, I wish I could life your life!
2) If I had to live like that I would die
I've had quite a bit of the latter when I tell people I can't eat much chocolate etc, it get a bit frustrating. I don't mean "That must be annoying", I'm talking a reaction of intense pity and shock. (It's not that bad!)
But now I have chronic fatigue I get a lot more of the former. To anyone who wants to spend all day laying around doing nothing? Do it! What's that, you can't afford it? You'd feel guilty? People might give you crap? That doesn't stop me, don't let it stop you!
Still, thinking about this reminded me to look up
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Tactless oaf that I am, I have almost certainly said both of these things multiple times to different people, especially since most of the time it's just people reacting in "Oh god I don't know what to say" panic, which is a common state for me. So, you know, if you've done it to me I probably just accepted it as karma :)
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I was just thinking about mostly-physical activities versus mostly-intellectual activities and wondering to what extent the CFS affects the latter in your experience. Do thinking activities contribute to the fatigue too? And has the experience of CFS in any way changed your intellectual processes?
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I find my mental and physical energies are like two different gauges, and they go up and down fairly independently as long as I don't go into the danger zone. Once I push myself too hard, I feel worse on both fronts, though it affects me more on the one I overtaxed. So yes, if I force myself to think too much I lose physical energy as well in the resulting relapse.
And has the experience of CFS in any way changed your intellectual processes?
Unfortunately, answering this question requires concentration :/ Um...I dunno. I guess I've gotten better at letting my subconscious do more of the work, giving it things to ponder and get back to me on (often in an unexpected long lj rant :)) Since I think slower and have worse judgement, I tend to decide what I think on things in advance and stick to that rather than making decisions/reacting on the fly. I worry that this makes my real life conversations a bit repetitive and out of sync with the person I'm talking to (I can think about online stuff at my own pace)
And now I am out of brains for this reply, so shall stop :) *goes to passively surf the internet to build up mental energy*
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And yes, when walking to another room is a major effort, it's pretty annoying not to be able to remember why you did it.
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I've started wearing slightly uncomfortable shows, that way my feet start hurting if I walk/stand too much :)
(Also it's funny the random things you can have in common with people, isn't it?)
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Oh that is hysterical and a brilliant idea!
Ultimately I have found that the only way to cope is routine. I have a routine and when I stick to it I stay reasonably well and can cope with the life I have. I still have to deal with my frustration about the stuff I can't do of course, but that too gets easier with practice.
I guess that is what I most wish someone had told me when I first got ill - so I'll tell you in the hope it gives you some benefit :) It does get easier. Even if you don't get better in noticeable increments (I am lucky, I have improved, but the timescale is years not months or weeks) simply learning how to cope becomes easier and that makes life as a whole easier.
Oh yes. And the persistent problem of when one is feeling absolutely vile and can barely think, let alone move, and people will keep coming up and asking if they can help. Grrr. I have to train everyone that if they see me going off by myself to sit down with my eyes shut then I don't need help, I need to be left alone to get the rest my body is crying out for. The crying being quite literal on occasions because I can get very weepy when I am badly crashing.
Yeh, it's weird. I must say I was blinking with surprise when I read your post. Although sadly this thing is reasonably common - whenever I tell someone I've got it I am never the only person they know. And of course there is a higher percentage of disabled/chronically ill folk on LJ because we have more time to
wastespend online than healthy peeps :)no subject
And of course there is a higher percentage of disabled/chronically ill folk on LJ because we have more time to waste spend online than healthy peeps
We're not wasting time we're forming support networks :D