So this is embarassing

[sqbr]

This morning I had a moment of perfect clarity. I felt a strength of purpose and certainty in the importance of speaking publically on a complex issue that I haven't felt much in the last few years.

And then this evening I had a second moment of perfect clarity. That thought was "this is fucked up." And realised that the state I'm in now, and haven't been in for several years, is unmedicated.

GUESS WHO'S RINGING A THERAPIST TOMORROW.

My apologies to anyone who was hurt by the now locked post, which I am going to ignore for a while until I feel able to approach it with at least a modicum of rationality. Also apologies for blarging my personal issues on you all, but I felt like an explanation was neccesary and couldn't think of a less mortifying way to explain things. Now if you'll excuse me I'm going to go play computer games for a while and try not to die of /o\

Comments

[jesse_the_k]

Hey, we all have brains. Given the topic, it's exceptionally difficult to make sense even when one is at one's best.

Hope you attain eucognition soonest.

[sqbr]

*googles* Thanks! Nothing like robots to clear the mind ;)

[jesse_the_k]

*blushes* I was just making up words — I get to be "euthyroid" when my levels are in balance — and of course someone else has deployed it commercially.

You're more interesting than the latest robot every day.

Silly icon is not actually true.

[sqbr]

Yeah, I realised that wasn't actually what you meant, but it was amusing and I love robots :)